Tomorrow is going to be another crazy early day, which takes a lot of getting used to. I have to go back to the doctor, because of course I am still waiting for my cycle to start. Weirdest round of fertility treatments ever. This might be the only time I will openly wish my husband was born with the bits he feels like he should have been. Maybe tomorrow I will actually get answers instead of a generic well you should start in the next two days, and if you don't let us know Tuesday. For real I am sure natural planning is stressful, but this is expensive and stressful which sucks. This is less expensive than toddler, since I am actually on my husband's insurance this time, last time I was just using my VA coverage and fertility treatments were not covered.
It's more stressful not having answers than knowing I am absolutely without a doubt not pregnant and starting the process again. Dear Aunt Flo, I never thought I would fight for you. And after this pregnancy I might try to eliminate you from my life since we have agreed to only 2 bio pregnancies and possibly adoption later.
I wish family planning were easier, but I guess I can't change that now. At least we have been able to time things how we are most comfortable?
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